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carly65 51F
180 posts
1/11/2017 7:57 pm
Cancellation


I want to thank all those that were kind and wished me well...etc. But his flight was cancelled. Several were delayed and cancelled, so it wasn’t fate that intervened! I know how it feels to be stuck in an airport for that long, it isn’t nice and I definitely felt for him.

Although I am frustrated and now disappointed, there is nothing that could have been done. Taking a later flight or tomorrow wouldn’t be worth the time and money. So we will be setting another date for our “first time”...sounds cute doesn’t it...anyway, I was wanting it too much perhaps. I am not giving up and neither is he. He’s the one that I need and want. The comfort and trust levels have been defined and I need that in the one that will open up this spirit of mine again.

It was a rush though. And then a drop. But I’m still smiling for him, and I will be strong for him. I’m not just looking for play, I want an experience for my first time back in the lifestyle and I know he will give me an experience...one that I know I will see and feel for days...

So we will continue as we were for now, until we can make a decision on when to meet. So now I am going to curl up on the couch with a glass of Vino and Netflix...or maybe some porn on alt...haha...jk.

Sorry no slutty clothes picture yet...

Have a good night y’all. I'll be up for awhile...haha


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/12/2017 4:44 pm

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    Okay, I sound like a cliché but it just wasn't meant to be at this moment. I know those feelings of anxiety mixed with excitement........the glass of wine should help
I would rather wait then have him risk his life on a frozen, old plane! I'm much more calm today then I was yesterday. We have a date in mind, we just need to make sure and plan properly...the wine didn't really help much because I tossed and turned from all the emotions I guess. All good now though.


drmgirl622 62F  
4663 posts
1/12/2017 3:52 pm

Okay, I sound like a cliché but it just wasn't meant to be at this moment. I know those feelings of anxiety mixed with excitement........the glass of wine should help


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/12/2017 10:46 am

    Quoting 57owner:
    there will be more for you in the future
I'm certain!


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/12/2017 10:46 am

    Quoting Dreamcatcher__:
    Bummer. Glad you're taking it so well, since there's nothing you can do about it anyhow.

    Shame about the slutty clothes pics, but if you can wait, I can.
Last night was a little rough but I'm a big girl, I'll get passed it.
Some may not have seen it as slutty but to me it definitely would have been...classy but slutty, if that's possible...haha


Dreamcatcher__ 80M  
4090 posts
1/12/2017 10:06 am

Bummer. Glad you're taking it so well, since there's nothing you can do about it anyhow.

Shame about the slutty clothes pics, but if you can wait, I can.


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/11/2017 8:20 pm

It happens...all I have to do is smile and stay strong!...


SweetBrandi2 44M
40 posts
1/11/2017 8:08 pm

So Sorry



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