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carly65 51F
180 posts
1/11/2017 4:20 pm
The Next Step to Freedom


I had a hard time falling asleep last night. Nerves were slightly acting up, but, to feel like this again is satisfying a part of me. I finally fell asleep around 1 a.m. thinking that I was going to wake up grouchy from lack of sleep and with even more nervousness but when I woke at 5:45 a.m. I nearly jumped out of bed...haha.

The energy I have today is great. As cold as it was this morning, here in Regina (-25 C/-13 F), I had to go for a walk because of the amount I had. Wasn’t a long walk, six blocks to be accurate. It didn’t help any, because I’m still energized.

The nervousness has almost disappeared altogether. I’ve been smiling since I woke. I’m feeling very light. Oh I know I’m being silly, but I’m excited right now. How can I not be...I believe that I’ve chosen the one who will break me back into that place I belong.

I don’t know exactly what is going to happen but I have a pretty good idea. It’s been a long time coming for me and to have found someone who is willing to go to such lengths to come to me is a good feeling. He knows all I’ve been feeling, everything that I’m in need of...and it is he who I need to fulfill what has been missing.

My needs are at their highest and tonight some of those needs will be fulfilled and I will do my best to fulfill his needs as well. We will be spending a couple nights together. Get to know each other in as many ways as possible...lol...and all this frustration, tension, and need will be finally fulfilled. As I will do for him.

I’m feeling a bit selfish right now because I know I need him more than he needs me. What can I say, it’s been a very long 6 years! But this is my next step to freedom.

This has been a wonderful experience so far. I’m so happy to be back in the lifestyle, the acceptance that I have felt so far and the friends that I am making has given me more faith in this site. One of the reasons for having faith is that I will be with pepsi23 in just a matter of a few hours.

One more thing that I need to say...for those who have concerns please don't worry about me. I am walking into this in slutty clothes...haha...with my eyes wide open and very willing.


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/11/2017 9:06 pm

    Quoting sub_nouveau:
    Oh I'm so sorry I hope you're enjoying a nice vino in commiseration...
    and fingers crossed that you won't have to wait too long for him to visit
I'll keep those fingers crossed...but don't think I'll need them...I hope.... The wine is tasting fine along with a few goodies that I had hoped to share with him.


sub_nouveau 48F  
3493 posts
1/11/2017 8:44 pm

    Quoting carly65:
    Eventually I know it will but very sad that it just couldn't happen this time. His flight was cancelled.
Oh I'm so sorry I hope you're enjoying a nice vino in commiseration...
and fingers crossed that you won't have to wait too long for him to visit

Let's talk. It's how we learn about yesterday and comprehend today.


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/11/2017 8:08 pm

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    Since you have your slutty clothes on and promise to be safe.......... enjoy !!
Slutty clothes off...baggy sweats and a glass of Vino...his flight was cancelled. I would have so enjoyed. Probably would have been tied up nicely by now...haha!


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/11/2017 8:06 pm

    Quoting Dreamcatcher__:
    Have a great time, and send us some pics of you in, and out of, the slutty clothes. After all, what're friends for if not to share?
It would have been a very great time...but his flight was cancelled. Eventually maybe I will post one in slutty clothes but not out of them...haha. Haha...don't use the friends card Sir. Hard to break a hard limit I tell you!...


carly65 51F
218 posts
1/11/2017 8:03 pm

    Quoting sub_nouveau:
    I'm so pleased for you and hope that this adventure surpasses your wildest dreams
Eventually I know it will but very sad that it just couldn't happen this time. His flight was cancelled.


sub_nouveau 48F  
3493 posts
1/11/2017 5:38 pm

I'm so pleased for you and hope that this adventure surpasses your wildest dreams

Let's talk. It's how we learn about yesterday and comprehend today.


Dreamcatcher__ 80M  
4106 posts
1/11/2017 5:07 pm

Have a great time, and send us some pics of you in, and out of, the slutty clothes. After all, what're friends for if not to share?


drmgirl622 62F  
4702 posts
1/11/2017 4:31 pm

Since you have your slutty clothes on and promise to be safe.......... enjoy !!



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