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carly65 51F
180 posts
1/11/2017 4:20 pm
The Next Step to Freedom


I had a hard time falling asleep last night. Nerves were slightly acting up, but, to feel like this again is satisfying a part of me. I finally fell asleep around 1 a.m. thinking that I was going to wake up grouchy from lack of sleep and with even more nervousness but when I woke at 5:45 a.m. I nearly jumped out of bed...haha.

The energy I have today is great. As cold as it was this morning, here in Regina (-25 C/-13 F), I had to go for a walk because of the amount I had. Wasn’t a long walk, six blocks to be accurate. It didn’t help any, because I’m still energized.

The nervousness has almost disappeared altogether. I’ve been smiling since I woke. I’m feeling very light. Oh I know I’m being silly, but I’m excited right now. How can I not be...I believe that I’ve chosen the one who will break me back into that place I belong.

I don’t know exactly what is going to happen but I have a pretty good idea. It’s been a long time coming for me and to have found someone who is willing to go to such lengths to come to me is a good feeling. He knows all I’ve been feeling, everything that I’m in need of...and it is he who I need to fulfill what has been missing.

My needs are at their highest and tonight some of those needs will be fulfilled and I will do my best to fulfill his needs as well. We will be spending a couple nights together. Get to know each other in as many ways as possible...lol...and all this frustration, tension, and need will be finally fulfilled. As I will do for him.

I’m feeling a bit selfish right now because I know I need him more than he needs me. What can I say, it’s been a very long 6 years! But this is my next step to freedom.

This has been a wonderful experience so far. I’m so happy to be back in the lifestyle, the acceptance that I have felt so far and the friends that I am making has given me more faith in this site. One of the reasons for having faith is that I will be with pepsi23 in just a matter of a few hours.

One more thing that I need to say...for those who have concerns please don't worry about me. I am walking into this in slutty clothes...haha...with my eyes wide open and very willing.


Dreamcatcher__ 81M  
4547 posts
1/11/2017 5:07 pm

Have a great time, and send us some pics of you in, and out of, the slutty clothes. After all, what're friends for if not to share?


drmgirl622 62F  
6267 posts
1/11/2017 4:31 pm

Since you have your slutty clothes on and promise to be safe.......... enjoy !!



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