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Twisted and Torn

The document of struggles I go through between my painful lust and my desire for love, with a mix of sex stories as well... and I have a whole plethora of interesting ones

Mommy comes home
Posted:Sep 19, 2015 10:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2017 6:36 am
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Mommy walks in the door and I know she is going to at least spank me right away because she always believes in both taking total care of her precious little girl, and disciplining me with various methods all to correct my bad things that make her displeased. She is working allthe time on my humility training but spoils me with rewards all the time, because even though I am bad all the time, she loves me and wants to give things.
Sure enough she tells me to go get the special wooden spoon hanging on the wall adorned with a little pink ribbon. She tells me impatiently to assume the position for a paddling. I turn my back to her, spread my legs wide, hitch up my skirtand push down my panties before bending over. I immediately know Mommy is especially angry about something I've done today, because she tells me as she spanks harder every swing. She thinks I've been letting boys at school touch between my legs, even though I never even look at them, or even the girls, at school. But I know I must have done something bad, because she wouldn't go to the effort of disciplining all the time unless I needed it. My mommy loves me and makes sure I am safe and buys me presents, and every night when we go to bed, she gives me my pacifier to suck while she relieves my needs in my nono parts.
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What I Want
Posted:Sep 19, 2015 1:23 am
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2017 6:36 am
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The First Time
II want my stepdaddy to drug me so I fall deeply asleep in my twin bed. I wake up later with my panties all wet. At first I'm embarrassed, because I thought I peed. Then I feel my stepdaddy holding me with his hand in my panties. "Shhh, says daddy, " It's your time to learn about your Special Feelings and your duty to please daddy because daddy loves you, Princess, and you love daddy, don't you?"
I whisper, "Yes," because it's true and I want to please the only daddy I've had, since my real daddy went away.
"But Daddy, " and I blush, " I feel funny down there, kinda tickly. I've never had this happen...help me."
"That is one of your special places," he says, " And it is made for daddy to use and play with...Doesn't it feel a little good, really?"
It does feel good, really good, but I'm even more embarrassed, so I just nod.
More to cum
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Sucking Cock
Posted:Sep 17, 2015 10:24 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2017 6:36 am
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Here's something most girls do poorly. Myself, I LOVE to do it. I'm a genius at it. Some in the world are as good as me, none are better. I did a photo shoot today for a man who wants to sculpt me. I got so aroused I had to suck his cock, and it was very thick and long. He told me he couldn't come from BJ, and I said OK. He came in 5 minutes.
I'm a swallower, because it's such a buzz kill to spit and swallowing cum is hot. I also love facials. I have been told this is uncommon, except in porn. I can swallow any cock that cums my way and when I do, it's so erotic sometimes I cum too. Maybe I should teach a class. I'm sure subjects for volunteering would be easy to locate. Hmmmm....
I knew a girl who used to swear by the effect of humming on cocks, she did it to the tune of the Star Spangled Banner, so who says kinky freaks aren't patriotic?
I love watching other girls sucking cock even more than I like to be eaten. I think it's hot to bring a girl to my lover and teach her how he likes it.
You have to love it to be the best...women often neglect the act because they are intimidated or find the act distasteful.
I like to begin with soft sucking, especially when a man is still soft. When he begins to rise, I like to give little kisses and licks on the tip. Then when it's stiff, I swallow it down all the way to the hilt. (That takes experience, because everyone gags without practice.) I love to suck the tip and stroke the shaft in rhythm, and and even with saliva , a bit of lube is lovely as well. I can feel my lover gathering himself to cum. Sometimes I don't let him, yet. Orgasm torture is fun, and you will receive a huge load from your stunned lover.
The classic swallow is, in my experience, the sexiest and most pleasing finish, unless the sucking is a precursor to crazy sex. But facials have their place too.
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Love and War
Posted:Dec 28, 2014 1:06 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2015 10:24 pm
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I am in love, and it is not enough. It's growing less significant to me all the time, combining the issues and pressures of an "equal" relationship with my ever-more repressed desires for things I can not even voice. I am not sure what to do, because I am caught between what my shrink and I believe is functional and healthy, and what I crave so dearly- the admonition, violation, subjugation, discipline and amused adoration of a daddy, who can also be part of my real life, and IDK how to find him, and preferably, a him with a mommy her too. I want to be served my fantasies in a detailed fashion and will happily add the proper person's desires to my own...
I know many people would be envious of my circumstances, and I am mostly happy with them...but ohhh, I long so for these kinks on my profile and others to be explored, managed and made true.
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Freshly Fucked...Now,this minute
Posted:Dec 15, 2014 9:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2017 6:36 am
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Have my legs running with come and went about 2 hours of uninterrupted fucking. This is lovely. I'm, for the time being, satisfied...but I do have dream of daddy drugging me and waking up with his hand in my panties
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It takes a lot to kill a human being...
Posted:Dec 15, 2014 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2017 6:36 am
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But I haven't yet discovered what or how much, and I can't rate other peoples experience...but have any of you reading this had sex with 4 Asian girls and a 6 ft blonde white girl, after they drugged you, and they did this to you in a private room in a club...a real strip club in SF...and the one who arranged it was the hottest of the hot, hot assailants was your Beautiful, brilliant dancer gf?
Well, I have.
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And so we beat on..., or so says that famous dood
Posted:Dec 15, 2014 2:42 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2017 6:36 am
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I think it was Zelda Fitzgerald's husband.
Am trapped, caught, entangled, snared by my bifurcated passions...my secret, mind-entombed fantasies of total abasement by my "parents" and wanting the pure clean love I dream of.

These fantasies sometimes eat me alive, sway my lust to ignore my partner and sleep, hopefully to dream wetly about my savage dreams of being cherished and also humiliated and disciplined and controlled...I've never lived these fantasies in my life, and they pull on me almost as devotedly as romantic love. I love the idea of being property, the pride and toy of my "parents"- the obedient one to my strict and utterly unbending lovers...yet, I love and want to, the sane way.

This is killing me a bit, needing the reality I love, and dreaming the actualization of fantasies of the darkest kind...am I the only out here who is in a cleft stick?
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