It has been a few years since I have had the pleasure of any playtime between school, work, and past partners who simply were not interested.
I have kind of a duel personality. During the day I am a confessed dork. I'd rather finger paint and play video-games than go to a loud party. I work with and am studying to be a preschool teacher. This paired with my bedroom interest makes for a very interesting combo.
I love to cook and make big-talk, I hate small-talk. I often feel boring because I watch too many documentaries. I try to stay busy with hobbies.
I would say I have a submissive personality. I am a pleaser and am happiest earning praise from someone I respect and admire. I love dress up and all kind of games. Sometimes when the mood sets I like to be the bratty princess in control, but it's a 10%-90% ratio I would think.
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My Ideal Person:
My ideal person is someone who is in to me. As in, someone who wants to train me and treat me like their pet or their prized object. I want someone to excite me in ways that I've felt muted for a long time. ' I need my mate to be chivalrous and intelligent. The ability to know when I need romantic attention, or to be placed on all fours and mounted is something I'd love my ideal match to have. Intuition and over all the caring enough to get to know me is important. I love having my mind fucked above all. I want to belong to someone completely and can only belong to someone I desire and respect.
I am beginning to think I may identify as the mystical "unicorn" but am still just at the beginning of exploring the idea.
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