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a (major) change of plans Mina kind of dropped a bombshell on me recently, and I’m not even sure how to talk about it. In the simplest form, it boils down to this: she does not want to have sex with other people anymore. How restricted the explorations we had planned will now be, has yet to be determined, but that was the gist of it. That meant not only cancelling an upcoming photo shoot with a person who’d booked and already paid, it meant wrapping my brain around a future sex life without those aforementioned plans of exploration. I’d have to say my perverted mind kind of panicked at the news, and I’m afraid that once again I might not have had the best reaction ever. The reasons behind this are worth mentioning, but again, I’m giving you my impression, or understanding, versus the actual words from the actual mouth of my little princess. I’m sure if I get something wrong, or need to add a few details, she’ll tell me. Part of the reason was just pure nerves I think. The thought of possibly having her face wind up posted somewhere was a big fear, and one that I completely understand and respect. Ultimately, I believe the biggest issue stems from upbringing and religious indoctrination. Deep down, Mina believes that her biological Father (now deceased) would not approve of her being rented out, or any of the other kinky, over-the-top things we have been discussing. Furthermore, multiple partners is something she has been taught is morally reprehensible, maybe even an actual sin, I’m not sure. The one statement she gave, that I suppose says it best, boiled it down to wanting to be sacred to me, and not easily shared with, or shown to, anyone else. This might be the dream of many men, but it long ago ceased being one of mine. That does not mean I am not thrilled to be shifting directions, and attitudes, but it does mean that I am once again on unfamiliar ground. Being essentially monogamous - well, I haven’t done that since I can’t remember when. It certainly has appeal, and more so because of who I want to be monogamous with. This was never about me getting anything extra, except perhaps money, arousal, and entertainment. Deciding to only have sex with my is nothing new, it’s a commitment I already made, long ago. When I met Mina, she was ready to sew some wild oats, and fuck the world, and we have taken steps in that direction, but now it seems we are going to head off in a new one. Before, the world was available to her (I suppose it still is) she just doesn’t want to take advantage. This does not change much, in the end. My love, adoration, commitment - they have not lessened one bit. In fact, I gained respect for my hija because she had the courage to speak up, and stand by her convictions. I may not agree with them, but I respect them, and that is all that needs to be in place for me to continue. My lust and desire for Mina will not lessen because of this. She satisfies me on a level that keeps me from needing extra anything, and that has been our agreement from the beginning. Want and need are two very different animals, and I am old enough to know the difference, and to keep the wild one in check. And ultimately, I know my well enough to know that this decision too may be temporary. We have a long future together, and there is no telling what we’ll get into. I have the patience to wait and see, and the love to be quite content along the way. What I need, is Mina by my side. Whether we fuck the world, or just each other, is but a detail. Frankly, I am warming to the notion that it is up to me, and me alone, to keep my sexy happy. I don’t know what she’s going to allow us to do, but that’s an adventure I’m excited to begin planning |
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